Tuesday, July 18, 2006

The Love of My Life

(I took this picture of him)
This is the love of my life. My whole world has revolved around him since the day that I met
him. He is the greatest thing that has happen to me. I have waited with bated breathe
for him to feel the same way I feel about him. Every morning he is the first thing on my mind
and the last thing when I go to bed. My dreams center around him. He is the
protype. Sometimes I ask myself, "Where would I be without him? or "How did I make it
without him in my life?" I owe all my inspiration to him. Whenever he is not near me I feel as
though I am not complete. Every story, song, or poem reminds me of him. I would for cross the
ocean for him. I would go and bring him the moon. I just want to thank him in advance!
*This is not a joke

Sunday, July 09, 2006

"Awkward" times

So for the first time in my life I am discovering the unknown. I am truly ready and willing to through caution to the wind and put everything "comfortable" out on the line. Fearful of exactly what might happen I wasn't giving my all... but today I realized after what seemed like eternity is timing is everything and everything happens for a reason.

I thought once I got what I had prayed for things would just fall into place. And that plan quickly was proved false. It's the "awkward" moments in life that make you cherish the initial moments, that were truly well spent. You have to work at it "like a crack addict" (thanks Bow Wow) the harder you work the greater the rewards.

It dawned on me nothing beats a failure but a try.... Trite saying but it makes sense. If you try one way try it another way then another way (and another). I am truly starting to believe life is what you make of it. You are the greatest decider of your fate.

"Make wise choices and decisions" -Jynean Palmer Reid

Sunday, July 02, 2006